#BookReview ~ “The Beauty of What Remains” by Susan Johnson Hadler

The Beauty of What RemainsSummary:

Where are they now, the lost, the forgotten? With the love in her mother’s silence as her guide, Susan Johnson Hadler began a quest to find out who the missing people in her family were and what happened to them. The search led her to Germany, where her father was killed just before the end of WWII; then to a Buddhist monastery in France, where she learned new ways to relate to life and death; and ultimately to a state mental hospital in Ohio, where the family abandoned her mother’s older sister years earlier. She believed that her aunt had died―but Hadler, to her great surprise, found her still alive at age ninety-four. And the story didn’t end there. Captivating and often heartwrenching, The Beauty of What Remains is a story of liberating a family from secrets, ghosts, and untold pain; of reuniting four generations shattered by shame and fear; and of finding the ineffable beauty in what remains.

Review:

I was given a copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

If you don’t have an ancestry.com account, you will want to open one. I know I did.

“The Beauty of What Remains” is a wonderfully written story of Susan Johnson Hadler finding her father’s history and family. I was taken in right away as she learns more about her father’s death during WWII. I was in awe that she and her husband were able to go walk in the places he was when he was alive. This book was a true walking history of her father’s life. And, her father’s death.

This is a story that will show you that you can love someone you never met, you can want to know more about them, and you can have a relationship with them even after their passing.

I know want to learn more about my mother’s father. The grandfather I never met. I wonder how this will go for me??

But, this book, is a must read for anyone with a family history that they want to learn more about. If you don’t…You will once you start reading this book. I guarantee this story will inspire you to learn more about your family tree.

This is a fabulous tale.

5 Stars.

 

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“What I thought I knew” by Alice Eve Cohen…(flashback to 2009)

What I thought I knew

Please note: Original post with Elle Magazine

When married to her first husband, Alice was diagnosed as infertile due to having a 2-horned uterus. Being happy and settled by the age of 44 was the perfect scenario for her. She had an adopted daughter named Julia and an adoring fiancé, Michael.

When Alice started having symptoms of an illness that would consume her life with visits to several doctors, she was diagnosed with so many illnesses that would be less obvious than being pregnant. She was told she was in early menopause and put on estrogen therapy, told her belly was getting larger due to the loss of muscle mass at her age, and the possibility of an abdominal tumor. It was during her test to confirm the tumor that they discover she is 6 months pregnant.

Any woman’s life would be turned upside down if they found out they were pregnant under the circumstances of not having prenatal care, let alone knowledge of the pregnancy. Even though a “Mother’s love is unbreakable, even when you are not sure it exists yet” she still have doubts about keeping the child. She is depressed, unsure of herself, and scared to death. Mostly, she has a sense of guilt due to all of the tests she had taken in the past 6 months that could have harmed their child and taking the estrogen, which could cause irreversible damage to the fetus. Being 44 she was already in a high risk pregnancy category. How do you decide what would be best for your child, when you just found out about them and there is a chance they would be born with illnesses or birth defects? With Michael being adamantly against both abortion and adoption they reach the most difficult choice they will hopefully ever have to make. They decide to have the child knowing it was the right thing to do for all concerned.

They have a gorgeous little girl that they name, Eliana. She has Russel-Silver Syndrome, which makes her have an aversion to eating, dwarfing and legs that are not the same size. She would need a lot of care, therapy and surgeries, but most of all she needed love. She received and gave love to the family she was born in to. Their world was made a better place because of her. Gifts come from everywhere when you least expect it, so always expect the unexpected.

5 Stars.